.Heartrending.
it's just so hard, super duper hard.
yes, it's really pulling every veins, sucking out my blood in my body,
tire out my body, my mind and my soul.
I'm all worn-out, so exhausted..
as a matter of fact, It's really of no use now.
As i was studying just now,
i saw this paper, so clean and it was in one good piece.
after that, someone crushed, folded it, and drew funny things on it.
then, i saw it that,
once a paper is crushed, it can never be perfect again.
right? :) haha~
having tried so many times, but it failed.
concealing so many times, and its getting fake.
it's kind of stupid.
Michael Jackson's song told me that,
" If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile if you'll just..."
Smile~ :)