.Frazzled.
it seems like everything are not going smoothly for me,
and for this, i am getting so freaking' worried.
My prep results were ridiculous, crap and unbelievable.
it demoralized me, giving me a sense of insecurity in excelling for 'O' levels,
additionally, next Tuesday will be my 'O' level English oral.
F&N Coursework deadline is on Thursday, and yet,
we still haven't get back our first draft.
Also, i still need to retake 'O' level mother tongue.
Prelims is in a few weeks time, with a red light blinking that,
'O' levels is near.
Everything are like piling up, preventing me from getting a short breath.
& hah, and maybe, i should thoroughly give my brain a wash.
it's the sense of helplessness of unable to get something,
which you wanted it so much, yet, what you're grabbing,
it's just thin air.
thinking too much, seems to be a problem,
but choosing not to think, causes problems to arise more.
well, don't know~
a BIG thanks to some people,
who's always been there for me :)
the exercise book is useful afterall.
&&&
All along, maybe i was just escaping from the fact.
and that's why, it was a loss after all.
