♥ My sweet & lovely Life

♥ Tuesday, September 30, 2008

My Sweet & Lovely Life ♥

Well..why am i blogging at such an hour? hahas;

it's because i don't have school today! gaah gaah gaah..

later will be studying for history..hais.

memorise memorise memorise!!

Ahhhh...

I didn't sleep well !!

reason was because of the nosensical dreams lahs..

ugh !! all no link to me one..

firstly, i dreamt that babe was batman but he's not literally a batman.

He's a green batman, mixture of robinhood and batman i think.

still fly here and there.. like some superhero.

secondly, i dreamt that i was chased by a old uncle,

somemore it's outside e-hub.

he was holding a spear and dunno what weapons chasing after me.

then i suddenly fell and he used this chance to use his spear and stab through me.

i didn't die..

You see ! tell me my dreams got link one anot?

so what lor, made me didn't have my beauty sleep.

ugh !!

babe went to play basketball this morning..say what he wants to exercise.

HA- HA- HA-

but nevermind, shall not care about him.

i still got my N levels to care about. whahahas..

byes people, got to go study already.

goodluck for the art students!

AhYA, for that someone.

whole day sure won't sms me one.

i just got some news..

hahas.

hais, hope u have fun with them then.

just remember i'm waiting.

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10:29 AM

♥ Sunday, September 28, 2008

My Sweet & Lovely Life ♥

Aloha Everybody!! whahahas..

Ok..i'm abit crazy right now..

i'd been studying since 8plus in the morning.

i can't take it anymore, so decided to blog..

hmmn, ahyo, time flies man..tomorrow is the starting of N levels already.

so damn damn fast lah.. ugh..

i really hope i can get A1 for sciences and A2 for maths.

if not the rest..higher chance i can't get A2 or A1.. hais~

Yeterday during maths tuition so damn fun..Hahas!

MissFoo played a song dedicated by dickson and it was a Japanese song. =,=

but it's nice...

after that went to meet Rebec for study and had dinner together..

went burger king to study..and we did studied ok :))

after a while everyone started to get tired already, so started talking.

well, me and rebec was talking about christianity..

hmms..interesting topic to talk about... =D

i love to listen to all these.. i dunno lehs, i find it very interesting.

ok nevermind about it..

babe offered us a job in "power siraya", (sry dunno how to spell)

well, this job some people might know because they'd worked before.

hahas..was thinking whether want to work anot.

i aked my mom already, she said after N level then go work,

now concentrate on studies first.

so...there's a chance that i can work la?! hahas! :D

babe dunno got how many vacancy yet, probably 5 only.

now we've ian, me, rebec & dickson.

because yesterday we were talking about it mah, so not confirm yet.

hehes, babe asked me to ask the girls, see who wanna work.

but he dunno the vacancy yet, how to ask?

later i ask already then only 4 people can work.

so if i know the number of vacancy already, i might ask a few.

whahahas..

ok! On 31st or 30th of october i'm going out with waihing&Jojo!

let's go shopping!! :)

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♥ LOVE YIXI-Guo

12:26 PM

♥ Friday, September 26, 2008

My Sweet & Lovely Life ♥

OH Phew! What a WEEEEK..!!
i attended 3days out of 5 days of night study,
which means i didn't have a good night sleep for 3 days.
ahhhhs, well nevermind. this's the last week, so let's CHIONG!
this whole week is just never ending revision..
hahas! and today is so called the LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!

then after school we girls took alot of photos!

hahas!! so funny!! :)

had alot of fun lorhs..what 5 lian pai and stuffs..

whahahas!! then gerald helped us to take.. THANKS MAN! :)

WELL.. hmms hahas, ehhh know what i'm thinking?

ok i'm laughing my ass off right now!

so damn damn no common sense!! uh uh uh...

hahas!! :D

ok la, got to go study for my science and maths already.

bye people!! GOOD LUCK~

♥ LOVE YIXI-Guo

2:26 PM

♥ Sunday, September 21, 2008

My Sweet & Lovely Life ♥

I learnt a very meaningful lesson today.
I got this story from my chinese tuition..
the story goes like this.....

From young, the author love to eat oranges.

But his dad doesn't like to eat no matter how sweet the orange is.

There was once the author tried to persuade his dad to eat,

the author told his dad that oranges are rich in vitamin C,

which is good for our body.

but his dad still doesn't want to eat.

So, the author asked his dad the reason why..

The author's dad told the author that,

"no matter how rich the orange is, i'll not eat because i don't like the taste."

Thus, what his dad had said, made the author learnt a lesson in life.

In this world, everyone love different types of vegetables & fruits.

some people may like orange, but some may not..

This implies to we people too..

we've different opinions of others..

some may like that person, some may not.

No matter how good is that person, how successful is that person in life,

there'll still have some people which have a negative view of that person.

So, since you can't be a orange that is well-liked by everyone,

doesn't mean you're not a bad orange.

In this world, we can't be a person that is well-liked by everybody.

" Just be yourself, find your positve values,

and you'll know that people around you,

are proud of you. Have confidence in yourself,

and you'll have a meaningful & happy life.."

So, think about it everybody..

hahas! :D

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♥ LOVE YIXI-Guo

11:40 AM

♥ Friday, September 19, 2008

My Sweet & Lovely Life ♥

Alright, today was erm, want to say a good day also not that good,

want to say a bad day also not bad..

good until very good, bad until very bad.

hais! dunno la.

Woke up from a nightmare, that i cried in the dream until my pillow is wet.

well, i did remember about the dream. & i hope it won't come true.

after that went maths tuition, dd alot of revisions.

same old stuffs, after that baby went to eliz's house.

well, his mom was there too..

and so were gerald and shaun.

eliz's mom & ian's mom knows each other. what a coincidence..

shall not elaborate more about it.

i'm so so tired..

haha...

i went home alone.. well, nothing much.

didn't eat, stomach ache like hell.

i got food poisoning..kept running in and out of the toilet.

but nevermind..

even if i'm suffering here, i'll still continue studying my physics.

i need to distract my mind for awhile..

haha..

i need to use my time fruitfully, there isn't much time left for me anymore.

well, for my friends, let's finish our last lap together.

we must not give up.. we must perservere.

WE CAN DO IT.

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♥ LOVE YIXI-Guo

8:19 PM

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My Sweet & Lovely Life ♥

OH YA one more thing!!

WOW! i feel so proud of myself!! HAHAS!!

first time man, i like really "say" a person..

not face to face la, like confront a person.

whoo, i'm lovin- it! HAHAS!! :D

i totally feel so so damn cool man!

hahas!! well, only a few people know.

what exactly happened..whahaha!

i love love love "you" !!

and please, for some,

get your facts right ok.

don't anyhow shoot at people when u're not sure.

well, i got something to tell, but not here.

whahaaahaha,

actually it's stupid la..

not the "thing" i wanna say.

hais..tsk tsk.. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

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♥ LOVE YIXI-Guo

8:19 PM

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My Sweet & Lovely Life ♥

Right, it's seem a long time since i last posted.

Too busy with night studies and stuffs..

well....

i'm so sick right now..

i kana food poisoning. Ran to the toilet in and out..

feels like vomiting..what did i eat man..

ugh!!

well, i think i'll stop whatever i'm worrying about.

For what i care so much..it's still nothing.

can someone tell me?! DOTA CAN ACHEIVE ANY THING IN LIFE?!

can it give u a job? can it give u moral values?

whatever it is, i find dota sucks to the core alright.

please PLEASE!! for once can u hear my cry..

that i'm so so worried.

it's like 1 week to 'N' level, can u ensure me that u're well-prepared?

No...it's a definite No.

everynight, there'll be dota dota..

i'm not being unreasonable.

can play dota, but..

what u guys need, is just really limitations and self-control.

i can't see the eager-ness to study in you or u all are worried u know..

u all have the mindset that, cannot then go ITE lor..

ITE is nothing you know. You wanna aim, aim high.

for what u aim so low?

i dun understand.

today i had a chat with rebecc, she understands how i feel..

she&Jojo know how i totally feels..

they're like, really walk into my skin and look at my perspective.

i told them, i gave up. i totally give up..

i dun wanna say no more..i'm tired of it.

all my worries, just goes down the drain....................

i looks happy, but really u know, what i feels inside..

is totally the opposite. but i tried to be happy no matter what...

because i promised to do it, i'll not break my promise.

so, now, i'd totally gave up, i dun wanna invade your own privacy no more.

what i can do now, like i said in the morning,

hope and pray hard that u know your limits..

Jojo told me "can one la, he can go to sec5."

well, things are hard to say you know..you dunno the future. WE MAKE THE FUTURE.

but i really hope u can promote to sec5 with me.

you know what? it was one of my brithday wishes..

" i wish, baby will promote to sec5 with me.."

well, i dunno the wish will come true anot..

i sincerely hope it'll........

but no matter what happens,

just to let you know that, i'll always be there for you alright.

i've trust in you.. :)

i love you!!!

well, i;m feeling so much better now..

now it's just the symptoms of food posioning that's killing me.

ughhh!!!

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♥ LOVE YIXI-Guo

8:19 PM

♥ Tuesday, September 16, 2008

My Sweet & Lovely Life ♥

ALOHA!!!

hahas! today was erm, quite a relaxing day larhs.

maths did the graph revision, and then F&N.

Did quite alot of revisions, didn't even put down the pen for like once?

then english did the employer;employee thingy..

HAHAS! i'm the empolyer!!

after that 4 periods of chemistry.

ohmy goodness, it's so damn boring and tiring can.

especially at that time in the day, ugh..!

after that went Gelare with the girls!

whooo! i ate frutti waffles with low-fat strawberry ice-cream.

and wow! the strawberry ice-cream is like so so delicious?!

hahas!! then went bowling alley to see the guys play..

after a boring time watching, van, jojo&waihing had to go.

so left me, rebec and eliz..

about 20minutes later we all left the bowling alley.

and hor..

someone so excited when she saw the DJ of 98.7FM ..

she was like crazy over him..

HAHAS!! =P

still took a picture with him ehhh..

hahas!!! good for you!! =))))

went home with baby, sang songs on our way back home..

hahas! so funny...someone sing until ZHAO SIA..

ok la, got to go chiong for lit already.

TATA~

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♥ LOVE YIXI-Guo

6:29 PM

♥ Sunday, September 14, 2008

My Sweet & Lovely Life ♥

AHHH-s!! No no no.. I MISS BABY!

hahas, ok that's not random. I really do miss him.

Ok let's see, well today woke up quite late? like 9am?

ahya, to me is quite late larhs..

then hais, as usual, cleaned the whole house.

BUT!! mommy's baking!! whahahas!

hmmm, she's baking brownie and cupcakes.

i'm gonna be her assistant. Whahaha!

OHYA! yesterday went my auntie's house.

When my cousin saw me, she was like so shocked?

she told me " wha, what happened to you? you look like zombie walking around."

i was like "huh? what you mean? "

she said my eyes so swollen, then the dark circles under my eyes are so dark/

i cannot believe her lor..i said " REALLY MEHS?!! "

then i go take a look at the mirror, ya, quite true.

maybe that night didn't sleep the whole day. hais, nvm.

ok la, gonna go help out again.

BYES!

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♥ LOVE YIXI-Guo

12:36 PM

♥ Saturday, September 13, 2008

My Sweet & Lovely Life ♥

Ok, it's like why am i blogging at this time now?

because i'm waiting for something, and also to study larhs.

today went to take bus with waihing&brenda.

but waihing went first so left me&bren,

and we took bus17 home.

WELL, in the bus, there was this uncle, arund thirdties,

was standing beside me? (think so*) it was the new bus anyway,

then when he was about to alight, the bus suddenly jerked.

then, he fall onto a lady which was sitting down!!

then me&bren was like "OHHH!!" so loudly!!

the whole bus only me&bren shouted.

we both were so so embarrassed! hahas! :D

after that went home, take a shower and had a wonderful nap.

hahas! after that went to ehub to meet the guys and girls to study.

so the ppl were me, eliz, bren, ian, shaun and gerald.

we went to Coffeebean to study, i brought cappuccino!

ok it's so damn bitter ok, after drinking like half cup i cannot stand it.

went to take some sugar and it was so much better.

then study and study, hahas! and u know, erhem.

maybe only me and bren know la..HAHA!

after that went home and ta ta! studying now again.

whoo, feel so shagged now.

hais..~

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♥ LOVE YIXI-Guo

12:47 AM

♥ Wednesday, September 10, 2008

My Sweet & Lovely Life ♥

Am i stupid?

Am i idoitic?

Am i a hypocrite?

Am i reckless?

Am i.... am i..

THERE'RE SO MANY "AM I" in my head RIGHT NOW!

what's the problem?!

Looks like i'm the one that push all to u!

You said that to me! YES YOU DID!

You broke my most important thing to live!

there's nothing u can do to make it looks as perfect as it is.

even if u did, u'll break it again.

ok?!

looks like only death can settle all these,

well...even though i am afraid to,

but the pain inside can overwhelm all the fear of death.

maybe ah, one day i will.

if i'm forced to the limits..

i love you too much,

like just now, i told him that i feel like dying..

he said he thinks u'll come and look for me..

u know what i said to him?

" it's impossible, i know him too well. He won't come and look for me. "

and indeed, u didn't.

sometimes i think, what if i really mean what i say..

will u believe it?

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♥ LOVE YIXI-Guo

7:44 PM

♥ Tuesday, September 9, 2008

My Sweet & Lovely Life ♥

As usual, we did worksheets and stuffs.

But for CME lesson it was different this time,

we watched FREEDOM WRITERS. About racialism..nice.

and went home, the girls went for night study.

Don't feel like going cause i was too tired.

alright! signing off now, Byes!

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♥ LOVE YIXI-Guo

8:20 PM

♥ Monday, September 8, 2008

My Sweet & Lovely Life ♥

TO MYSELF!

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YEAH!! I finally turned 16!! YES SAH!! I can watch NC 16 movies already. Woohoo..hahas!

Ok, totally didn't expect the girls&baby to do so much things for me. I'll tell the whole process.

## During physics lesson, i was very hungry as i only ate 2 siew mais. I can't eat because i got sore throat and i'll die without chilli. Ugh..then, during chemistry lesson, i was asking baby where to eat later. He still tell me to decide where to eat la, say go central. I was like ok lor..let's go there and eat. He was so damn good at acting?! I was like totally dunno what's going on? After that riona disappeared, i thought she ask me go with her to look for ms neo after school, and then i can't find her. Then brenda asked me to wait with her for Jojo and i said OK! THEN, while waiting for jojo, baby told me he changed his plan going to central to eat, he'll bring me somewhere SPECIAL. I was like WOW!!! then i kept pestering him the place he's bringing me but he die die also dun want tell me. After that Jojo came, then she said she wanna take something from riona, so we went to riona's house. Then i thought that jojo wanna take clothes from riona, got " HEI DE BAI DE "..then in the end riona let us come in her house.

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## THEN, i saw a camera, still got the red light somemore. after that when riona opened her kitchen door, i saw the girls inside the kitchen singing happy b'day song to me. I WAS SO DAMN SHOCKED. I stood there, eyes widened and my jaw dropped. I totally didn't expect this to happen man! i dunno what to do at that point of time, i just kept saying " OHMYGOSH OHMYGOSH!!! " HAHAS!! and then i cut the cake and played damn hell lots of games. And something which the girls&baby must keep as a secret. VAN, the one who created the idea & RIONA, the one who pushed me!! i'll remember it :D The seeweed thingy...oh no..HAHAS!

OK I HAD ALOT OF FUN TODAY!

AND FULL OF SURPRISES TOO!

THIS'D BE THE BEST BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION I HAD!

THANK YOU GIRLS!

I LOVE YOU GIRLS!

and not to forget,

BABY TOO!

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♥ LOVE YIXI-Guo

6:35 PM

♥ Sunday, September 7, 2008

My Sweet & Lovely Life ♥

MY CHINESE TUITION!!

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Dear bloggie;

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## Early in the morning wake up and as usual, cleaned the whole house. OK WHATEVER MAN! I'm so damn pissed off this morning! I told my Dad i finished my 'N' level chinese already, so i hope i don't have to continue my chinese tuition anymore. He told me cannot, because he piad for the fees already, ok i understand, so i told him i'll go for this month then next month i no need go. He said "hmmm.." then i was so so glad that i dun need to go already. BUT I WAS WRONG! i was like a few steps away from him, then he told me that i'll need to continue the tuition, BECAUSE I WILL " FORGET CHINESE" AS I DIDN'T PRACTICE MUCH? i was like WHAT-THE-HELL?!!! i argue that i dun have to, i wanna concentrate on my other subjects. But he didn't say anything, just kept quiet and watch his TV. urgh!!! i was so mad, that i didn't speak a single word out of my mouth after that. Whatever, i'm not going to bother, and i'll NOT EVEN BOTHER WHAT THE TEACHER IS TEACHING. I'll listen to my MP3 and enjoy the classics~

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## Whatever man, i don't care already. That tuition is nothing..wasting my time. Nevermind, i hate it. The day before my birthday i had to experience all these crap! urgh!! ( rolling my eyes )
OK, shall not continue anymore. I'll read my ECLIPSE..whahaha. TATAS!

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♥ LOVE YIXI-Guo

9:57 AM

♥ Saturday, September 6, 2008

My Sweet & Lovely Life ♥

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Dear Bloggie;

##Ok, yesterday went to buy strepsils with Baby. Then went for a walk, talked about lot of things. Something which was the " most popular topic " recently. He kept telling me not to bother so much, whatever it is he'll always be on my side. Whahahas..so cool.

## I had such a bad night for me yesterday. Totally can't sleep! I kept coughing and coughing and my throat is really killing me. That idoit, who you know who you're, still hope my sore throat won't recover, so he can somehow disturb me. WHAT-THE-HELL! urgh! My throat is feeling so "sandy" now.. kept drinking PI-PA-GAO and eating strepsils. It's like no use lah..

## Alright! I'm so gonna watch "TWILIGHT" !!! Hahas! and yesterday i just finished the 2nd series of twilight, " NEW MOON". Later i'm going to buy "ECPLISE", the 3rd series of twilight. YES SAH! Ok, i'm like addicted to the story, where a teenage girl met a vampire and after that they fall in love and those dangers they'll go through etc..i heard from Van that they have a child in the end. WOW. ohmygosh, i'm really addicted to it.

## Ahya, what a bad month for me. Got 'N'levels and my birthday is coming soon and i'm sick. GREAT. hahas...alright, i'll stop now. Going for tuition later! tata!

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♥ LOVE YIXI-Guo

11:03 AM

♥ Friday, September 5, 2008

My Sweet & Lovely Life ♥

Dear Bloggie;

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Alright, morning went for Literature class. Phoo~did Mining For Meaning. For those who didn't go, too bad then. We leant quite alot of things! Whahaha! Too bad~ still got holiday assignment to do..After literature went SUBWAY at downtown east with riona just now! Whahas, we both ate until so damn full~! anyway, i'm addicted to SUBWAY already. Thinking of it now makes me drool..hehes! It's healthy and it's delicious. Hmms..

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Ohya, My throat is killing me!! Argh! I still go eat subway's cookies. Hahas! It's unresistable mah..Nevermind, later then go drink PI-PA-GAO or go buy Strepsils. My throat feel so itchy inside, like something tickling inside there. So...what should i do now ehh? Starting to get bored already. Ok la, nothing to write already, so i'll stop here. Goodbye everybody!

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♥ LOVE YIXI-Guo

1:25 PM

♥ Thursday, September 4, 2008

My Sweet & Lovely Life ♥

Dear Bloggie;

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AHHHS!! i'm so gonna be dead man! On 2 september, i had 'N' lvl chinese paper. ohmygosh, the compo question were like =.=? haiya, i think i wrote out of point already, shouldn't have chose that question about parents are using objects to reward the child. Tsk! On 3 september, SOCIAL STUDIES! ok, if i do pass right, it would be a miracle. I cross-reference to the wrong source!!!!@#@! arghh~i feel utterly dispirited & depressed right now. Lastly, on 4 september, had ENGLISH PAPER 1&2. OHMYTIAN, both are hard to do ok?! arghh, i don't even know what i wrote for letter, i just like anyhow "Bomb" inside? i hope my compo can help pull some marks..hais~ then paper2, wha lao, all is ANSWER IN YOUR OWN WORDS?! arghh...ok nevermind, the papers are the history now, what have been done is done, can't change it. LEAVE IT TO FATE !!

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OK. let's get into business right now. Tsk! Firstly, i don't need You to do anything alright, what have been done is already done, You can't go back to the past. You think i won't find out you read my letter? Don't be naive, there are many eyes out there..I find it very ridiculous when You said that You saw your name on that letter and You can't resist it and want to look at it. HUH?! You know what? You're telling me that YOU'RE TEMPTED TO LOOK AT MY LETTER. Please, there is something called PRIVACY. I didn't even once INVADE YOUR PRIVACY, so why must you do it? You did something which is unforgiven you know? Ya, i know You said SORRY to me&ian, I don't know if IAN wants to forgive you, BUT You expect me to do what? Forgive You the minute You said sorry? Impossible...Ask yourself, will You forgive that person if that person did this to You? Maybe you don't have your own privacy, because you let the guys see your smses, you allowed them to look at your letter mah. I know you said something to IAN last time, something that TOTALLY INSULTED ME, SOMETHING WHICH I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT YOU SAID THAT. But what did i do? I don't bother, i don't even pursue the matter! I just dun wanna say out ok, i don't want to make things worst. Not i wanna say until so cruel ok, you told me that you cannot stand the girls laughing at you about the "LOVE KILLER"..and you said that you DON'T MIND the guys laughing because they're joking&playing around with you. Then i ask you, if the girls were just joking&playing with you, WILL YOU MIND THEM? You said You forget things EASILY, I dunno if you forgot that you read my letter before. I dunno la, i already said what i needed to say, i cannot stand it anymore when you keep asking the same questions again and again. It's not my fault that i didn't talk to You, YOU MADE ME NOT TO TALK TO YOU.

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♥ LOVE YIXI-Guo

1:36 PM