there's something i want to say.
what i want,
is a joyful & peaceful last year in my secondary school.
It's my life, i decide how i want to lead,
what i want to do with it.
I didn't interfere his life and i don't say bad things about him.
i'm disappointed with 'someone',
about all those things that 'someone' had done.
i don't know what 'someone' had said to him,
but i know what i've done & what i didn't do,
and i know my conscience is clear.
i only want to make things clear.
what i want to say, what i want to do,
it's my decision.
i don't know why people who aren't involved,
end up like they're being invovled.
The previous post, i did not say anything bad about him.
i don't know how things went around saying that i said bad things about him.
people around me keep asking me about my post,
it's like, issit wrong that i wrote my post in chinese words?
i don't think so..
my blog is all about how i feel,
and i decide the way i want to write.
funny thing is, i DON'T EVEN KNOW how things ended up like this.
when i know you guys are provoking me, i kept quiet.
after that, anger & unhappiness surrounded me,
but i can't do anythign,
i can only tell myself to let it go
or share with my few girlfriends.
Someone told me that,
this is part and parcel of life.
Life is just so cruel.
love,
yixi
