Right, it's seem a long time since i last posted.
Too busy with night studies and stuffs..
well....
i'm so sick right now..
i kana food poisoning. Ran to the toilet in and out..
feels like vomiting..what did i eat man..
ugh!!
well, i think i'll stop whatever i'm worrying about.
For what i care so much..it's still nothing.
can someone tell me?! DOTA CAN ACHEIVE ANY THING IN LIFE?!
can it give u a job? can it give u moral values?
whatever it is, i find dota sucks to the core alright.
please PLEASE!! for once can u hear my cry..
that i'm so so worried.
it's like 1 week to 'N' level, can u ensure me that u're well-prepared?
No...it's a definite No.
everynight, there'll be dota dota..
i'm not being unreasonable.
can play dota, but..
what u guys need, is just really limitations and self-control.
i can't see the eager-ness to study in you or u all are worried u know..
u all have the mindset that, cannot then go ITE lor..
ITE is nothing you know. You wanna aim, aim high.
for what u aim so low?
i dun understand.
today i had a chat with rebecc, she understands how i feel..
she&Jojo know how i totally feels..
they're like, really walk into my skin and look at my perspective.
i told them, i gave up. i totally give up..
i dun wanna say no more..i'm tired of it.
all my worries, just goes down the drain....................
i looks happy, but really u know, what i feels inside..
is totally the opposite. but i tried to be happy no matter what...
because i promised to do it, i'll not break my promise.
so, now, i'd totally gave up, i dun wanna invade your own privacy no more.
what i can do now, like i said in the morning,
hope and pray hard that u know your limits..
Jojo told me "can one la, he can go to sec5."
well, things are hard to say you know..you dunno the future. WE MAKE THE FUTURE.
but i really hope u can promote to sec5 with me.
you know what? it was one of my brithday wishes..
" i wish, baby will promote to sec5 with me.."
well, i dunno the wish will come true anot..
i sincerely hope it'll........
but no matter what happens,
just to let you know that, i'll always be there for you alright.
i've trust in you.. :)
i love you!!!
well, i;m feeling so much better now..
now it's just the symptoms of food posioning that's killing me.
ughhh!!!
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