Dear Bloggie;
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AHHHS!! i'm so gonna be dead man! On 2 september, i had 'N' lvl chinese paper. ohmygosh, the compo question were like =.=? haiya, i think i wrote out of point already, shouldn't have chose that question about parents are using objects to reward the child. Tsk! On 3 september, SOCIAL STUDIES! ok, if i do pass right, it would be a miracle. I cross-reference to the wrong source!!!!@#@! arghh~i feel utterly dispirited & depressed right now. Lastly, on 4 september, had ENGLISH PAPER 1&2. OHMYTIAN, both are hard to do ok?! arghh, i don't even know what i wrote for letter, i just like anyhow "Bomb" inside? i hope my compo can help pull some marks..hais~ then paper2, wha lao, all is ANSWER IN YOUR OWN WORDS?! arghh...ok nevermind, the papers are the history now, what have been done is done, can't change it. LEAVE IT TO FATE !!
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OK. let's get into business right now. Tsk! Firstly, i don't need You to do anything alright, what have been done is already done, You can't go back to the past. You think i won't find out you read my letter? Don't be naive, there are many eyes out there..I find it very ridiculous when You said that You saw your name on that letter and You can't resist it and want to look at it. HUH?! You know what? You're telling me that YOU'RE TEMPTED TO LOOK AT MY LETTER. Please, there is something called PRIVACY. I didn't even once INVADE YOUR PRIVACY, so why must you do it? You did something which is unforgiven you know? Ya, i know You said SORRY to me&ian, I don't know if IAN wants to forgive you, BUT You expect me to do what? Forgive You the minute You said sorry? Impossible...Ask yourself, will You forgive that person if that person did this to You? Maybe you don't have your own privacy, because you let the guys see your smses, you allowed them to look at your letter mah. I know you said something to IAN last time, something that TOTALLY INSULTED ME, SOMETHING WHICH I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT YOU SAID THAT. But what did i do? I don't bother, i don't even pursue the matter! I just dun wanna say out ok, i don't want to make things worst. Not i wanna say until so cruel ok, you told me that you cannot stand the girls laughing at you about the "LOVE KILLER"..and you said that you DON'T MIND the guys laughing because they're joking&playing around with you. Then i ask you, if the girls were just joking&playing with you, WILL YOU MIND THEM? You said You forget things EASILY, I dunno if you forgot that you read my letter before. I dunno la, i already said what i needed to say, i cannot stand it anymore when you keep asking the same questions again and again. It's not my fault that i didn't talk to You, YOU MADE ME NOT TO TALK TO YOU.
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