hellos :(
damn it! my head is spinning with damn hell lot of problems.
family problems, school problems..never ending man.
i think it'll soon give me never ending headaches.
ohmygosh.
its something personal..so, yah..
i'm going to help maintain the situation.
and not making the situation worst.
i'm going to plan things step by step.
and i really really hope it'll will turn out to be good.
hais..i'm gonna do some internet research, books..
and for the time being,
i'll be damn stress..with damn hell lot of things.
it worries me alot.
i cant stop thinking, if something bad really happen,
what'll my reaction be?
i dunno..and i DON'T wanna know.
i'm going to persuade until HE listens to me,
quit smoking, and accept the job.
and then, i hope it'll really help in the situation he's in now.
somehow i cannot hide, though i tried.
in the end Mr.Honey still saw something was bothering me.
mmms..went for a walk with Mr.Honey just now,
talked about alot of things,
he told me everything will be fine.
and from the bottom of my heart,
i hope so too.
& he cheered me up, by making me laugh non-stop :D
and thanks to him, i know there'll always be someone there for me.
[ THANK YOU MR.HONEY ] hahas..
and you're not useless ok.
everything you said, is very very important to me.
ok got to go do some research now..
tata~
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